2019 passed so quickly, yet it was one of the hardest, looking back now, wow I have survived many things but I did not take a step forward, I didn’t make a life-changing decision, the tough circumstances were holding me back, but I kept going regardless of the direction I kept going into, I just kept on going.
Here are the thoughts of 2019 anyway. Hopefully, the introduction of thoughts of 2020 will be more cheerful.
17 January 2019 3:15 am
If feminists are calling for gender equality, why they even took the women’s side and called it “feminism”.
17 January 2019 3:19 am
Why brands are taking the tough road and choose to abuse animals, humans, and the environment for the sake of money, knowing that they will earn the same amount of money if they choose to be ethical.
17 January 2019 3:22 am
Why media are only blaming consumers for their unethical shopping behaviors, whilst the governments are the ones who should be blamed for allowing unethical brands in their country in the first place.
17 January 2019 3:24 am
Why people nowadays are obsessed with labeling themselves as a way to stand out and away from the crowd, Are not we all humans that should have the same goals and rights anyway?
17 January 2019 3:32 am
Why successful brands are being judged by how much money the mask instead of the actual value they provide for people.
17 January 2019 3:38 am
Why countries are doing such a huge effort to dig for oil and even held war to have it, whilst above them is the most powerful energy provider and it is free and everywhere.
21 June 2019 2:19 am
I realized that time is running so quickly, one year passes by in a blink of an eye. I can’t catch up. I am slow compared to how fast time is, and since I can’t slow time down, I should be quick myself, but I will never get passed the time, It will win, it will always win now and in the end.
23 June 2019 2:44 am
I have lots of issues regarding how some people see the world, I am not the one to judge, although I do sometimes, it drives me insane that I want to go and change everything to how it should be, but I will be either ignored or fought back. The question is, do I have the right to change? are my perspectives 100% correct? I believe they are, but things now are measured on where you stand not on what’s right and what’s wrong.
24 June 2019 11:12 am
Younger me was always looking for the big picture, the huge dreams, and goals with all their fantasies. There is absolutely nothing wrong with dreaming big, but as time goes by I realized that I was becoming dissatisfied because the dreams were too big for me to achieve. I decided to sift my way of thinking. Being mindful, grateful and appreciating the little things.
27 June 2019 1:17 am
We have to move along in life, things will not always work in our favor. Longing for what we can’t have will slowly make us dissatisfied and disappointed. Yet we still wish and dream in desperation, we still think we deserve, and we will always hold our hopes up high. Will life be a paradise?
8 August 2019 1:58 am
Depending on luck and living for other people who never appreciate will get us nowhere. Life won’t choose us, so we have to choose ourselves.
28 August 2019 12:46 am
Life is always about seeing the blessing in between and through the crises.
9 December 2019 4:45 pm
I am afraid of being so realistic that I might miss the things that can possibly happen beyond realism.
15 December 2019 12:47 am
I always wanted to write a post titled “I wish I was special” just like the Radiohead song, but I am not sure how to fill the post with words, all I have is feelings, conflicted feelings that aren’t easy to be written down on paper.
15 December 2019 10:54 pm
That’s what you come to realize when you witness the fine line between life and death, that life is not worth to hold hatred in your heart, and you can come out as a whole new person if your spirit senses a glimpse of the afterlife.
18 December 2019 12:o5 pm
-What if fades away?
-We go back to normal.
-What if ignites again?
-It will fade away.
-And we get back to normal?
-We become numb instead.
18 December 2019 12:33 pm
Earth did not become a piece of heaven when the divine was transformed into a devil and said I am only a human.
The End of 2019.